Im always trying to find different things to do to help cope with my problems lol
So first there was the partying, drinking, stayin out all night, and drugs.
And then working a lot, eating out, going to lounges all the damn time.
And now I just like to stay home, have diy projects, re organizing whatever I can, cleaning, reading and going to barnes n noble. I try to go out but it doesnt feel the same cus people makes me feel like I needa shoot them.
I wonder what ima be doing in the future when im going through some rough times…
I hope I don’t end up a serial killer. Lol jk.
Im scared to go sleep cus I wake up to nightmares
But I don’t want to stay awake swimming in these thoughts and feelings that are never good for a soul
